love & fear & apologies | a venus x kunzite fanmix

to kiss or not to kiss - bear mccreary | (instrumental)

as the world falls down - girl in a coma | there’s such a fooled heart beating so fast / in search of new dreams, a love that will last / within your heart / i’ll place the moon / within your heart

eve, the apple of my eye - bell x1 | you left, i died / i went and you cried / you came, i think / but i never really know / i’ve served my time / i watched you climb / the wrong incline / but what do i know? / and i lie behind you / and i cradle you in the palm of me / and i pat your hair down / i think will we sink or swim? / cause we could do either on a whim

between the moon and the ocean - the bon savants | and as i watched you fall the moon reflection recalled the love i killed that night / one hundred feet below, a lunar undertow / where i jumped and i dove through the moon, and the rocks, and the fish, and the stars

i found a way - first aid kit | there’s a heavy load upon our backs / of things we carry from the past / my guilt-filled mind, it tried to run / but it traced us back to where we begun / so the morning came and swept the night away / as i was looking for a way to disappear / amoungst the quiet things and all these empty streets / i found a way, i found a way, to reappear

lights - ellie goulding | i had a way then, losing it all on my own / i had a heart then, but the queen has been overthrown / and i’m not sleeping now, the dark is too hard to beat / and i’m not keeping now, the strength i need to push me

sorrow - the national | sorrow found me when i was young / sorrow waited, sorrow won / don’t leave my half a heart alone on the water / cover me in rag and bones, sympathy / cause i don’t wanna get over you / i don’t wanna get over you

room for me - josh auer | oh we’re running, let me jog your memory / and it may be a fight but i’m delighted to see that we’re talking / at least we’re talking / and it seems as though you’re letting go of me / i believe, i believe that there’s a hole in your heart / i believe, oh i believe there has been right from the start / is there room for me? / i guess we’ll see / and how would it be if could see / there is hope in a, there is hope in a new beginning / i believe, i believe there’s a place in your heart / but is there room for me there? / i guess we’ll see

apologies - grace potter and the nocturnals | he said it’s crazy / how love stays with me / you know it hurts me / cause i don’t wanna fight this war / it’s amazing to see me reading through this scene of love and fear and apologies / he said it’s crazy / how love stays with me / you know it hurts me / that i didn’t figure it out before / and now it’s too late for a soliloquy / it’s way too late for dignity / it’s time for apologies