setting fire to our insides
for fun,
to distract our hearts
from ever missing them.
au meme: The Pendragons as a house in Westeros
HOUSE PENDRAGON
Sigil: Golden dragon upon a red field
Words: Know Thyself
Sworn to Dragonstone
Fought with the Targaryens in Robert’s RebellionUTHER PENDRAGON, Lord of Camelot,
—his wife, {LADY YGRAINE, of House Velaryon}, died in childbed,
——their son, SER ARTHUR, the heir to Camelot,
——his ward, LADY MORGANA LEFAY,
—his household:
——GAIUS, physician, advisor to Lord Uther,
——MERLIN, physician’s apprentice, manservant to Ser Arthur,
——GUINEVERE, a blacksmith’s daughter, maidservant to Lady Morgana,
——SER LEON, his Captain of the Guard,
——SER GWAINE, SER ELYAN, SER LANCELOT, SER PERCIVAL, guardsmen
#okay you cannot fathom my creys here #you cannot even imagine #the way his voice broke when he said it #it was just like #all the times he’s been called useless in his life and they all finally caught up with him #because ‘merlin you idiot’ is kind of like a catchphrase around the castle and usually he lets it all roll off him but now #now it actually matters #because now he almost died #and if he had he would have died being useless stupid idiot merlin and no one would ever know all that he’s done #all he wants to do is protect arthur and he came so close to failing #oh shit fuck damn the dam is open here come my tears
I actually just teared up what the fuck
This love is not what you want
This heart will never be yours
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
He is your destiny, and he is your doom.
